yeah.. was good to get out.. even for a couple hours... after weeks of not going down to gotham.. felt nice to be there and see ye old faces.. haha.. couple drinks.. few rounds of 5 10.. totally knocked us all out.. haha.. but yeahh was good to get out and de-stress..
thing is.. how do i tell him i may be gone for good soon?
it's not confirmed but got another call saying my application may be approved.. so if that's so.. n i get to go.. i'll go.. i think..
what's to keep me here? friends? there's msn n email still can keep in touch.. i'll make more over there.. family? erm... well.. i have to break free soon.. loved ones.. er.. nobody to tie me down here ... i think.. haha
so.. if i get to go.. i'll go.. i won't say when yet. but.. probably to where i left my heart.. hhahaha...start afresh... so to speak...
got to meet up with me best fren shaun after like so long.. it was awkward.. but ok for a start.. it'll take awhile to reheat our frenship i guess
got a call from me cuz Graeme.. and he told me his grand plans.. wish him all the best.. all fingers & toes crossed.. either he'll come here for a short stop or i'll meet him in Bangkok for a break before he goes away for god knows how long..
i think i'll be Ms D for a long while to come.. nothing seems to head my way.. and there's little point in forcing or hoping something to be... so.. jus move with the times, get with the flow, and soon.. all things will fall in place.. i hope so.. and it better be 'green'.... heheh
i'm outtie!
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