Can't Please Everyone...

It's not a sudden realisation.. but well.. I just can't please everyone...
Just found out that my friends think I'm ignoring them.. just cause I supposedly met someone new....
What they don't understand is that I've just found my own space.. something I want.. regardless of the someone new.
At least that person understands some part of me...

To think that the person that said this to me is someone who should know better... But then again.. i'm used to getting the shit end of the stick all the time whenever it's a bad time... so what's new? I'm the punching bag.. always have been.. always will be and yet I still hold on to the friendship... why?

Coz as much as some things that are said... I still treasure all my friendships. I had hoped that with all that's happened.. this person would have learnt to understand me better.. but looks like it's back to square one.. I hate being taken for granted.. I dun treat people this way and I certainly dun expect people to treat me this way.. but somehow... it happens..

People.. this someone new is just a friend ok... why give me grief about it??? Thought we were all like-minded peeps... and we had great chill times...together.. so why have you'll disappeared?? I didn't chase you'll away... you'll just decided not to participate... so I'm to blame?

Know what.. I've got bigger and better things to do... besides what i'm doing right now.. but more... I could use the support coz I've always supported you'll and been behind you'll... but it's true what they say.. as u go higher up.. the less friends you'll have...

But I believe that as I go higher up.. the more friends I want to have and keep beside me... coz I'm not the kind to let anybody go... regardless of where I am on that ladder to success....

It's like what's the topic on for Lovesongs... If you could CHOOSE - Great Sex, Great Love or Great Oodles of Money which would you choose??? Well... being able to choose.. i'd chosse all 3.. who says I can't have one without the other?? It's all about planning and setting realistic goals... coz it's a Realistic World out there...

It's always nice to know like-minded peeps who feel the same way....

aarrgh.. just venting frustrations... what else???