Movie Catch Up

so.. i bought like 6 dvds from cambodia.. all the ones i missed.. and been doing lotsa catch up.. from Tom Yum Goong to Chicken Little to Wedding Crashers to King Kong last nite... and maybe over the weekend will continue with 40yr old virgin, Aeon Flux... and others...
Next week got a hol on tuesday... YIPPEEE Sleep In time...
despite going on a holiday.. I was up at 6.30am.. and out the whole day till late.. only 1 day i insisted to sleep in till 12.. hahaha... and missed half a day's shopping... but i still managed to do a lot... I'm Ms Super Shopper!!! Woo Hoo...

After last nite's King Kong.. we... me buddy & his gal.. went for coffee.. which ended up in supper right up to breakfast.. haha.. we just talked and talked... finally introduced him to the girl which I like and suits him... :) he's happy.. i'm happy... phew.. now i can get on with my so called love life.. or lack of it.. hahahahaha.. doesn't matter anyways.. i'm happy being me doing my own thing and hanging out with my friends...

and during the conversation of which me buddy Shauny was having his coffee.. a lot of good ideas just started flowing.. and when he starts.. i start.. and the ball's rolling... so much so.. we're gonna brain storm and put it paper tonite.. can't wait..

I'm happy for the following people... no names mentioned.. jus my own nicks :) coz they my pals :)

Spunky & Chunky... Ebony & Ivory... Clickitty Click & Ms Sweet... Handshum & Babelicious... Dude & Dudette... (go figure guys!)

Sadly.. although I must concentrate on what's important to me right now.. my heart's not in it... and I hate that.. gotta re-focus.. and get back on track... the distraction is very strong.. and i think everybody will be happy to know... I'M MOVING ON.
It's for the best.. as much as i'd like it to be.. it's not gonna.. not now or ever i think... letting go is the best.. and i'm doing that... it hurts.. but i gotta do it... and build that wall again... to protect me from feeling this way...

Why is that I can be so strong for others.. but not for myself... I didn't ask for this to happen but it happend.. when i least expected it.. and i tried not to fall.. but i fell hard... why? becoz.. i met someone who made me happy.. made me feel safe.. someone i could completely be a fool in front of.. someone I could share ideas with.. just having him around made me on top of the world..

Friends who've met him when they had the chance.. say there is interest... but hesitation.. and well.. my feelings too are quite obvious coz he ain't stupid.. wait they say.. maybe he's finding the right time to say.. they say.. maybe he's not sure.. they say.. so many maybe maybes... and I go on guessing? nah... time out.. easier for me to stop now.. and block out all the feelings and jus maintain friendship.. yup.. i ain't no hot stuff.. just a simple girl.. with a simple life.. happy with this simple guy... but.. well.. c'est la vie!

And then some....